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Soul Reading On request for an American man : FW : Your back is open and you are unprotected. You feel fragile and not safe in your situation. And your eyes have seen something that is locked in the unconciousness. It causes pain and an open gab in the back, between the soulders.... Man : I feel week right now. FW : Your throat chakra is a bit blocked. I am trying to clear it now... Man : I can feel you. FW : If I bring up a crie or some tears your shouders cramped. It feels like real pain...shall I trie close your back later ? Man : Why its that way, I feel it in my throat, and I do feel like my back is vulnerable. FW : Its, weird...but your body wants to make movements that a woman in labour makes. Like it wants to push something out of the system ready to let go, but you are not yet ready in the process. Man : I want to let go so bad... FW : There is pain and sadness, tears and something very big and old. Man : Yes!! How can you tell ? I just want to get rid of it. FW : If I push, it wants to look for the opening in the front side of the heart and out of the troat chakra but the weekest spot is a empty gab in your back sixe of 2 soccerbals. You will, I see you washing your cloths, body, cloths aura. Like you would do with cooky crums all over you, a bit irritated and happy and satisfied arrogant way looking like : I did it, damn filth, I have to get it off me and finally start my life.... Man : YES!!!!!!!!!... thats how I feel.....only I havnt done it yet and I want to... FW : It's already there, just be in the process and it will be fine.A woman in labour has to stay where she is and she cannot be rushed else she have a very difficult child birth and you dont want to force it right ? So you will get there, just go with what you get offered and feel the pain knowing it will be worth it... Man : I actually feel hope now. I dont thing this thing can feed itself any longer and you are done with all the crap so, you are working on it. See...labour = carry stuff around that is part of you but will be released later. Now, you have done that allready... next phase is to push it out in an active but at the same time inactive way Man : ... your amazing.... FW : I am rambling and searching for more information, let me read you... give me a few moments okay ? There is some more... Man : I'm glad.... this helps me FW : Women in labour that are scared have pain and tears and need help from others and are not in their power, that is ok, but since you are alone in this process of letting go... You have to sort of ''know'' you are pushing like all you bounderies are stretched, your horizons broadened, your body prepares and that is very uncomfortable and it hurts but it has a purpose... Man : you just helped me sooo much. Thank You. FW : Is your back warm yet ? Man : yes FW : Collarbones ?...top of your lungs...shoulders ? Man : What was that that just happened? Something just came up to my heart, from the bottem of my stomach... FW : Your stomach makes energetic contractions, like in labour...I am trying to push it a bit, its a spiritual and emotional birth. But your neck muscles to your shoulders keep a bit tight.... Man : I'll try to relax, yes...they feel tight... FW : Its ok, you dont have to, I am just trying to loosen you up. Its tight like you are split in half.... you lower chakras need to push and want to survive this and the higher energetic system holds back ... so that causes a bit that tight feeling .. and it get stuck in the middle..collarbones..., fear for the future and the unknown. Man : yes FW : You just take care of good breathing ok ? You deffinately need to breath. I cant get to your throat now, but I can infuse it with white light .... if you like I can work with that. Man : I feel it ! FW : It's the god connection, it will take care of a smooth process. Your back has totally diffrent chakra and aura colours then the front... now you feel like little thumb walking the earth, reaching for the sky and alk the earth with hughe steps... you are going to Brazil. I do think you need to be there sooner or later.... Man : I Knew it!!!!! I knew I was going somewhere in South America. FW : I see you walking to Brazil and kneel down at a river bench drinking the worlds greatest water ... feel your tongue ...it touches and tastes water.... it gulps down energy like crazy ... its deffinately rainforest water ... what are you going to do there ? Man : ...I have no idea...but i somehow knew I was going there. Man : I'm so happy ! FW : Touch earth... fingers in dry sand then mud ... sqeezing it between your fingers... its your homeland.... its your property. Acting like a warrior would do. Now you look back in time and you have left the past behind ... thats always good. Is their some sort of sacred mountain... I see a hughe mountain on your left... your holding a ruin in your hand, like an ancient city. Man : yes keep going FW : I see you kiss it. Man : I'm almost laughing...this all makes so much sence....I dont know why....but it does. FW : It's a temple of some sort. Man : This definitly resonates. FW : God must love you very much, your heart is pure gold, everything is gold now ... weird...you love trees, gold, ruines and temples, the streams and a river.... Man : Does it have to do with the Incan civilization? FW : Maybe you find new medicine methods or something, not sure about Inca's. Some sort of tribe maybe... Man : This is so exciting. FW : I see a man with a thing on his head with feathers, he is going to teach you, it's a spirit guide. He wants you to learn about trees and herbs, green stuff, weeds, herbs, leaves. Your skin is gold. Like a permanent connection with God. Just everything is gold and green energy ...you eat leaves. See you touch it, squash it, eat it and there is still that river or something it circles around you, you have to follow the river slide through water.... going from south to north ... not the other way... start south, follow the river... eat and study plantlife - going north to find more and more gold.... probably wisdom... Divine wisdom. You are looking for the next country looking for a place to die in peace. I see you wrinckled with wise old, blue shiny eyes ... shiny....glowing ... brown skin. Venezuela ? Your journey ends there... Man : Everything you have said...resonates BIG time ! FW : Brazil, Curacao, Venezuela, in that order. Man : Yes! FW : You stopped talking at the end of journey, like you had enough water and energy, you have to look at not only the leaves. Not the roots, but the thing where leaves grow on, whats that called ? Man : trunk? Branches... FW : But it is not a big trunk, it's bendable. You scratch of the skin. I went back in time by the way... you are probably 25-30... you are alone though... but happy with that ... at peace.... proud... so strong ... blending in the environment completely now... there are beings with you ... that blend in too. You are protected by natures spirit. Big rock behind you with symbols on it. The rock is towering above your head, you are going to climb it. FW : It's sacred and only for you to read. You can work with ancient knowledge. There no way back for you, only forwards. So you dont have to be scared that you will be trapped ever ... you can behave like a tiger and attack when you need to - there is a panter an black one... black, silent. Your totem animal, don't know what those are for...you need that energy ok ? Man : ok ! FW : To get out of this old thing, your current situation, you need that animal. I wander why every stone you lift has either flowers under it or gold and what that river offers you. Man : what age was I in all of that later stuff? FW : 23/25-..... Man : You have no idea how excited I am !!! FW : I have no idea what I said ! Back to 25... Man : damn....so this will happen soon! YES !!! FW : Yes...depending on how the labour thing goes I think you have to go through the labour thing in order to eat leaves and travel the river. Man : Just relaxing, and letting it come? FW : Yes I do see a black panter though. Growling at your father, I am afraid that you do something agressive but the panter doesnt, just growls, showing his teeth and shows some claws, it does not attack. Man : this is amazing... FW : It's a quick fight I think, like : thats it, I have had it, bye. Man : YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FW : Your dad has no eyes, he doesnt see you, blinded. Man : yes. FW : He is not going to make it I think - his situation was different when he was in the hospital but he gave up not willing to learn, blind. Man : yes. FW : Blind and cannot make a spirit connection with other people. Dead in his own body. He is stumbling in the dark, you did all you could to help him, please don't feel worried or guilty. He is grabbing and trying to grab other peoples legs.. and you need those legs to walk the mountain. You are done and he is on his own. Just take care of getting out safe .... you dont want to end up in jail. Man : no.. FW : I see your dad and the panter ripped open his right cheek but its a can happen event but not if you keep your temper kind of thing. Your mother is too concerned about your dad to really care about what is mooving you. She looks up at you while your father is on the ground and she orders and begs you to help her. But you already fullfilled your task and played your part in their lives. Man : yes.. FW : To be emotionally involved with you, by that time...she looks up at you ever now and then ... Make a movie ok, a video diary...I saw you reaching for something... you can do everything you want but you need to go there.... there is a little creature following you ... something that guards you and prevents you from going back in a old lifestyle ...it wants you to go north. Its a kid...looks like a kid, holding hands, maybe one of the local guides...often kids. It's a boy ... he brings you to the wise indian person and the temple. FW : A rock in the river. There is something important underneath, flowers in water under a rock. Snakes but they wuill guide you to let you know the rock you need is close. So when you are in a river with enough water for your feet to get wet and you see snakes the rock size is a soccerbal, you lift it and something red is under it. The smell is sweet like fruits. Man : WOW, amazing...Is that red thing and the rock in south America too? FW : Yes, you have to follow the river.Yes, yes so...on the left half way is a mountain for you to climb and before thet on your righ is a rock with symbols, you need those... Man : lol...im glowing im so happy. ...I just get frustrated...cause I feel like it hasnt started yet. FW : You will be a great and wise man. The situation you are in right now, only shows a very troubled relationship with your father and that might become dangerous. Watch your temper and you have a great future ahead. I even saw a 2 year old dayghter, but you probably are not interested in that right ? Man : You see my child ??? FW : Yes, she - it's a she - she stands in front of you. 2 years old and she holds a little drum. You made it for her and she is so proud and excited about it. She is wearing something white and her skin is brown, she will be Brazilian and her eyes are big and shiny like the Moon. She is so sweet ! I only see this little girl and you being her dad. Man : Thank you so much, this conversation has been an adventure.... Fire Water. |